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I am the one taking advantage of this site welcoming self expression. I am a mother, and hard worker, a lover, a daughter, a sister, an auntie,a domestic violence survivor, a black Queen, an angel and I am here to share with you my expessive writtings & a piece of my mind. Please enjoy it and Know I NEVER mean to offend. This is my heart, my feelings, my experiences, my life you are seeing when you read anything I write.

Friday, April 9, 2010

I'M SORRY




I think about you constantly and nearly lost my mind.I thought you trampled me and left me out to dry. I cried because I thought we had an understanding. But when I felt betrayal had come, we had misunderstandings. I couldn't figure out how you turned me to a hoe. But I was torn inside and out because I liked your soul. I love your touch, the way we kiss & connected on a whole. I was tired of being hurt by people and ready to let you go. I threw out words like bullets and shot you in a hole. Only to find out you never let me go. I was walking so fast while you were at a stroll. With good intentions in your path, yet I blocked them all with woes. Now my hands are covered with smears of blackened coal & I’m wearing all white so you can see my soul. I’m wiping it all on me so you know I know. That it was my hands baby that dirtied up our show. I need you to forgive me. Baby I need you to know. I’m in your life for purpose, mistakes they come and go. I’m sorry for hurting us, this I need you to know. If you let me back in I won’t do that no more. Don’t let this be the end we can’t stop just like that. We got to finish our path, I’m sorry I felt trapped. I need to you to forgive me!! Baby I need you to know, I’m so sorry! I won’t do that no more. You got me I’m connected I understand my woe. I want you don’t push me, don’t let me go. I’m sorry for my mistake but don’t let me go. What can I do to fix it? What can I do to show….I want my prince…I want to fix….what I fucked up before…….I’m sorry…K…I’m sorry

That I need you to know

*Tacarra*

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